I remembered you everyday 

And every time

I pour my heart out

I reminded myself

that you no longer care. 

I long to hear your voice

While I imagined you serenading

But that was long ago

And jumping ship was your choice

I yearn to feel your warmth

To be one with you

In body and soul

To connect with your mind

And fuse with your heart. 

I want to love you

Like I’m gonna lose you tomorrow

I want to feel your every detail 

And memorize your every cell. 

I can no longer reach out to you

You were gone

And I felt so alone and hollow. 

Until when will I visit this memory

This painful iris rendezvous

That is everyday playing

At the core of my being?