I miss you.
I need you.
I love you.
🌕my midnight sun
🚢my stellar iris
🌻sunflower girl misses you terribly.
I pray for your happiness and safety.
Don’t think badly of my actions. I am not commanding you. I am asking a favor.
I have no right. Yes. And I don not hope to have one because you know what, it will be the other way around. You will be the one commanding me and I fear for that moment.
I knew I will only destroy myself if I continue loving you. And I am thankful for being the man that you are, firm and steadfast, otherwise, I am already broken as a whole. When we part ways, my heart was injured but maybe if I insisted more, I will be a living wreckage and eventually you will left too.
It was a matter of time. And still, it hurts.
How can you have power over me when you were so distant? I fear your voice even if I cannot hear it. You held something indescribable. Something intangible. And everytime we connect, I am overwhelmed… 😓
It’s like a rain after the drought.