I casually smiled at your old soul
singing old songs from 60’s to 90’s
and every time I ponder at your theories
I can’t help but laugh like a bully.
You were not a poet
but your plain words became poems
let me say thank you
You were a balm away from home.
Thank you for your smile
For the occasional hi’s
For lifting up my spirit
up and above the sky.
I will drink that coffee with you
I will take that Toblerone too
again, thank you
you made me see life anew.
Hi. Sunflower Girl here. It took me long to post again. I cannot find free time last week. Guess what? Falling in love again is a choice. I have long accepted that my first love and commitment will never be and that I have to let go. The acceptance part of the separation was hard because I feel that there was no proper closure. I wanted out and he immediately agreed. He didn’t ask why and he stormed away like nothing happened. For me who have loved sincerely and committed honestly, it pained a lot. But since it was a three-week love story, my mourning should be as short right? I have no regrets. I begged for the last chance, I asked for forgiveness and most of all, I have forgiven myself.
My stellar iris is irreplaceable but I am letting go and I am embracing happiness. Why should I restrain myself? I am young. I am free. And I chose to be happy.
I may not fall in love as quickly. But I have learned a very good lesson from that first love. I will make sure that it is not repeated.
I fall in love with myself again and again.
And I will brave the hesitation and doubts.
I will smile heartily again.
I will drink that coffee… save up for caramel macchiato or a double espresso. I want a big Toblerone too. hahaha…kidding. Anything as long as it comes from you will be gladly accepted.
Again, thank you!
P.S. I am not in a hurry to love again. My goal is to love myself more and to reward Ms. Sunflower with the best of what the world has to offer. She doesn’t need a man to complete her. She is independent and capable. But she loves a compliment, a friendship, and care.
Like what her brother shortly advised: That one will come at the right time.
I was touched. Take care brother. Enjoy the seas and embrace the lovely adventures.